It's so good to have someone worth waiting forever... I can imagine your face shining happily.  Hope u'll be happy at the end.   Best wishes...

SS

At least u no u didnt loose because [in this instance] ur ONLY beautiful, u lose because some bitches cheated themselves!!

Im 5"5 and yer I am healthy, but i just want to be slimmer and 112lbs is still healthy it's 18.6 and im about 20.1 at the moment.

Thanks anyway

Juicyx 

I just read the comment on the entry about my mother... and I can understand where you are coming from... but what you have to understand is that it is not the first, second or third she had done it to me... that is why it hurt so much... she is always picking other things over me which is why most of the time... I am always so depressed and some of the time I have just been sat there on my bed with a razor blade and my wrist facing up... luckily for me I have never done anything... but that is just the way I felt...

XxXStephXxX

Hey!

Don't put yourself down like that!

I am really big... fat I mean... and I always put myself down... but I just learnt that, if you don't love you then no one will.  And that is how I learned... and this is where it has got me... I have a loving boyfriend... who I love a lot... and all of my friends respect me for who I am and not what I look like!

Take Care!

XxXStephXxX

aww:) this was likeee Uber cute haha.
ill add you. my diarys only on private coz if someone i knew were on here
you  know lol.

anwhoo. um songs..songs..

im just trying to remember songs i already told you so i dont say them again hah.
just one question? are you into the music i gave you. lol i know you said you liked them but do you like that kind of music or do you prefer different kind of music.
lol im not sure if any of that made sence.

okay heres some:
ARTIST          SONG

DJ Sammy: Heaven  [this song is a slow sad version I AM IN LOVE WITH IT lol]
DJ Sammy: We're In Heaven (Extended/Long Mix) [dance, very good song]
Simple plan: im just a kid
Simple plan: When im gone
Savage: Swing
Jordan Sparks: Tattoo
The last goonight: Pictures of you
Faker: This heart attack
Mr.G: Naughty Girl
Michael jackson: Wanna be startin' somethin' feat akon.
Soulja boy: Crank that (soulja boy)
Mariah carey: beautiful
Rogue Traders: I never liked you

hey i guess i could have more for you but its midnight here and i have to get up early in the morning.
like i said, ill add you ;)
so now you can talk to me.
xxAlly0hh

I'm glad you liked it. I have over three hundred music videos that I have taped over the years. These are just partial lists.

326 AWAKENING: SWITCHFOOT

327 YOU CARRIED ME: BUILDING 429

328 ZERO: HAWK NELSON

329 AN EPIPHANY: THE SEND

330 I CAN LIVE AGAIN: GREGORY PAUL SMITH

331 GIVE YOU GLORY: JEREMY CAMP

332 FORGIVE ME: GROUP 1 CREW

333 OPEN WIDE: FUTURE OF FORESTRY

334 TUNNEL: THIRD DAY

335 THE ATHEIST: VICTORIA JACKSON

336 I’M NOT WHO I WAS: BRANDON HEATH

337 I JUST WANNA GO HOME: THEORY HAZIT

338 GOODNESS OF REPENTANCE: FLAME

339 WORLD ON FIRE: BY THE TREE

340 BELIEVE: BRITT NICOLE

341 FALLS APART: THOUSAND FOOT KRUTCH

342 NAME DROPPIN’: T-BONE

343 LISTEN HERE: TRIN-I-TEE 5:7

344 SIGNATURE OF DIVINE (JAHWEH): NEEDTOBREATHE

345 LOVE IN YOUR ARMS: ELEVENTYSEVEN

346 FOREVERANDEVER ETC.: DAVID CROWDER BAND

347 WORK: JARS OF CLAY

348 PRAYIN’ FOR YOU: LECRAE

349 WAKE UP! WAKE UP!: EVERYDAY SUNDAY

350 WHERE YOU WANT ME: GREY HOLIDAY

351 RED WILL DYE THESE SNOWS OF SILVER: JOY ELECTRIC

352 WARRIOR: FLATFOOT 56

353 AFTER THE WORLD: DISCIPLE

354 EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU: SANCTUS REAL

355 NOT A SLAVE: J.R

356 INNOCENT: STELLAR KART

357 MYSPACE: ELEVENTYSEVEN

358 FAN MAIL: KJ-52

359 THIS PLACE: SONSOFDAY

360 MOONLIT: FALLING UP

Spiritsfire

TAKE ME TO YOUR LEADER: BY NEWSBOYS

JIM MORRISON'S GRAVE: BY STEVE TAYLOR

SOME KIND OF ZOMBIE: BY AUDIO ADRENALINE

MY GIRLFRIEND: BY RELIENT K

EXISTENCE: BY KEVIN MAX

IRENE: BY TOBY MAC

A MILLION PEICES: NEWSBOYS

DOIN': JOHN REUBEN

Hey I'll think of more later sorry I got to go... tell me if you like any of them if you look them up or whatever comment and tell me what ya think

The Alien

I don't think you should listen to me well because my music is so weird.

That 1 guy: Bananas
Depeche Mode: A question of time
Radiohead-Creep
Nine Inch Nails-Ringfinger
Smashing Pumpkins: Tales of Dusty and Pistol Pete
Duran Duran- Hungry Like the Wolf
A-ha- Lifelines or Take On me
Jimmy Eat World- The Middle
Queen- Bohemian Rhapsody
A flock of seagulls- I ran
Blink 182- Adams song
Green Day- Time of your life
Daft Punk- Harder better faster stronger
Pink Floyd- one of my turns
Angels and Airwaves- Start the machine
Soft cell- Tainted love
Smashing pumpkins- For god and country



The Alien

dude i'd would've been so scared if that happend! if it was my sister i would've been really mad probably and just kept walking.

Hey, no problem.

You know, I can kind of relate. My friend who lives across the street is a total wimp, no offence to her, she admits it! Well, everytime I got a boyfriend and she found out she would tell me thing like, 'He eats erasers,' or 'He makes fun of you behind your back' and if that didn't work, then she would tell him, 'She eats erasers,' or 'She makes fun of you behind your back' and eventually when we break up, she askes him out. Then I asked her what happened to the dude that, 'Ate earasers' and she'll say, 'Oh, I was talking about my brother, not him.' *wink* *wink* *nudge* *nudge*

But this last time, I got smart, I didn't tell her when he and I broke up. Nobody did. Then he was stupid enough to ask her out, because she asked him out while we were still together, and she said NO! She said, 'You're still going out with Brandi!'

Then she yelled at me the next day because I didn't tell her that he and I broke up and he did, and then the next day she asked him out again and he said No.

I laughed my head off.

I told my friends, and they startled crying they laughed so hard. Because if you get turned down by the girl across the streat from me, you're social life is officialy in the toilet. Now the whole school knows and nobody's asked him out since.

No girl has even talked to him since.

Sometimes, revenge is sweet.

My advise: Next time, be tricky and devise a plan ahead of time. Then when you and him break up, you have a plan that will not only ruin his social/all around life, but also screw over the person who made him break up with you. Although, in your case, it might not be as easy, no offence.

But, all I would have to do is consult my friends, and they could prolly have something whipped up by Tuesday. And I wrote this on Sunday.

Possibly..... Maybe, if you have your heart broken enough times, you might just give up on love....

That's the devil speaking to you. If you hear someone in your head saying that, 'No one will ever love you. Your not good enough for someones love. If they didn't love you, then who would?'

Don't listen to that. Please. I'm sorry, I am a HUGE christan, and I believe if you live life with god anything is possible. In anything I say, The Lord somehow pops up. Well, anyway, if you want to delete my comment, you can.

But you can't hide from The Lord's love.

Anyway, ILY <3

=) THANKKKYOOOU!!

xo<3Mariah

THANK YOU FOR THE ADVICE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL KICK HIS ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                        CARLZ!?

Well, I'd keep your blinding excitement on the down-low. If I were interested in a guy and he started acting like a live-wire...I'd probably find someone else.

Its good to be loved, but it's also nice to not feel like you're kissing someone exuding caffine.

Hey,
Well Tbh i Think You Should Try Getting Alot More Closer To Him & Then Try Getting With Him :)

i Did That With The Lad Im With Now. As You Can See, It Worked :)

&hearts; xo.

Haha its okay!!

        <3 Amber

Hahah you copied my entry!! LOL it okay.... but I think I started a trend because suddenly poeple are asking other people to post ten things most people don't know about them!!! LOL  I love 'Our Song' it is sooo catchy and sweet......

          <3 A.C.

heya darl  thanks for the comment. IT is really difficult though, he only just got married and he is sex obseessed. I mean, i aint had sex yet but i know already that i am going to be very "into" it and because you said you are younger, i aint going to go into it. Its very difficult situation, but thanks for the comments and the help.

I dnt think i am going to go into it though tbh, i think i am going to wait two years until i finish 6th form (college) and then i can do something about it then if that is what we both want. x

I think you should tell him, and even if ppl say "haha u like him... haha u fancy him" dnt deny it! I mean c'mon... if this guy is so hawt and everything you are after.. surely he deserves to know about it!

Going to take alot of guts tho my advice:

Write a letter

Write it on your hand, show him and giggle

Whisper it

Say it jokingly then act all serious :D